Helloo!!

If only i could speak up..
If only i could just say those words right in front of your face!
You are so irritating!!
You act as if you're big!
What the heck?!
I wish.
My only wish.
No, make that 5 wish!
Hehes..
Usually in the story a kid will always get 3 wishes...
So...
For me..
5 wishes is all it takes.
1. Stay focus
2. Happy!!
3. Studies
4. Career
5. Have fun.

Is it hard...??
I finally understand what Musfirah was talking about.
She quoted: If you really knew me, you would know that i fear of growing up."
To me it means that, when I graduated from Secondary school, there's no longer any teacher who will chase you around for a reason, no detention etc.
And most importantly, to me, i felt lost.
Lost as in i really had no idea what is happening around me.
What happens in class..
And the worst thing is that before you knew it, you're already there.
Doing it.
Doing the exams and etc.
I can't seem to plan anything right now.
Cos in my mind there's only one person that i'm thinking of.
My grandmother.
May God bless her soul.
Sometimes at night, i keep having dreams of her.
And ends up waking up in the middle of the night and cry.
But i prayed hard as i really loved her.
I regret for not telling these 3 words to her before she pass on.
I should have told her earlier..
Well..
Okay..
Will update to you later!
Bubbye!