Never did i expected...

ok.. It seems like i can't picked up my courage to tell it to my dad. Cos when i told my sis n mom, they were like tired.
Tired of listening to my whining and complaints about the same friend.
So how?
Sorry Aiinn!!
Aku  takderh, keberanian..
I'm lack of courage!
I'm lack of confidence!
My relative of mine had passed away peacefully.
And.. It looks like it's gonna left  a great impact  on me and my relatives. For me , is because, I can't seem to concentrate on my studies . This is all because of my ex-friend. Sheesh! It sounds like a guy friend or something!
Lols!
Even though we are no longer friends, he still keep trying to attract attention from me and my classmates.
And it sucks!
Cos, you have to be in the same class with him.
And every time, he disturbed, i have to keep quiet all the time!!
Because it seems that i can't fight back!
Yup!
I'm useless!
I sucks in friendships!
I tried to left him alone but it gotten much more worse!
I can't take it!
Cos, even though i keep quiet, deep in my heart , even though i tried to refrain from saying vulgarities, it just shoot out.
Those vulgarities just shoot out in my heart and i keep pressing on my lips initiating them not to shoot it out.
And.
I did. I did not shoot out vulgarities and i did not made a fool of myself.
Instead of me, it was him.
And i weren't the only one who kept quiet.
My classmates too.
Cos it seems that, we weren't bothered to say anything and do anything to him.
Cos it useless.
It's not worth it.
And ...
I 'll try to keep my mind off him and pretend that he doesn't exist and just ignore whatever crap he's talking about me and my classmates.
Yeah!
I'll do that.
=)
Hm.. I felt so  much better after i wrote this.
The feeling is like, when i tend to keep things in my heart, i'll feel breathless .
Now, when i wrote it down, or type it down, i felt like i can breathe once more!
=D
Maybe, this wasn't so bad after all..?
My diaries are filled with stories that i'm unable to shared or say it out loud.
And now they're full.
Full of stories.
Stories of my life.
Never did i expect .!
Oh well! Let's just move on dalilah!Ok!
Good night bloggers!
Have a sweet dream!
Or the sweetest dream ever!

Good Night everyone!!
For me, i think i'll have to do some revision for my exams...
It's coming soon!!
Argh!
=*(
Shoot!
I should study really hard!
=(
Means, i can't sleep so early!!