Random thoughts...

So hey.!
Its: 10:19pm here..
The weather seems nice.=)
sigh..
can't seem to sleep..
i guess i'm still thinking bout it ..?

yep..
bout the course.
should i go and help out my juniors or not..
to tell you the truth, their standards makes me feel like i have to do something bout it, but i can't.
sigh.
Have you ever got that feeling..?
>_<
sigh..
tomorrow need to wake up early to send my mum to her treatment.

i understand how she feels.
i understand how hurt she is.
but what can  i do to make her feel better..?

people keep talking bout our lives.
and that's super annoying.
how'd you like if i talked about the way you live..?
will you be happy..?
come on people, stop being nosey.
Everyone needs that particular space to breathe.
So do we!

Don't talk and assume that i'm like other kids.
Don't compare me with other kids that's behaving like a hooligans around here.
Don't ever underestimate me!

The reasons :

I don't behave like a flirt!
I don't do drugs!
I don't behave like a hooligan!

I don't stay out late till 1 am in the morning!
I don't do crap things that girls would always do and regret!

So, cut that crap, and get over it!
Cause, i'm not what you think i am!
So stop, comparing me and underestimating me.

Thanks for doubting me, anyway.
Cause,  me too.
I'm doubting you.
Yes.
You.
First you act kind, friendly towards people.
Behind their backs..?
you gossiped bout them..?
are you freaking kidding me..?
like seriously..?
God!
Fine, let's play this game then.
I'll keep quiet.
I'll just ignore whatever crap you're saying bout me.
But, once you've crossed the line, just that little line, i won't hesitate to be rude.
By rude, i mean talking back to you.
By cutting off your words.

Sorry.
But at times, you just need to have a slight taste of medicine.
Don't talk bout me, i know how i can take care of myself.
Talk bout yours instead.
Thanks!