just random.

is it wrong for me to defend my rights?
Unlike some people, they talked bout others etc. Well i know i did talked too but hey, we humans make mistakes right?
another thing that keeps getting on my nerves are, whoever i text, call or even contact with is none of your concern, so don't assume okay.
Just ASK instead of ASSUME.
It starts with the same alphabet, but with different meanings.
just ask please instead of assuming. cos at the end of the day, your feelings and mine will get hurt.
so yeah.
im not saying who's right or who's wrong. im just letting out how i feel.
yeah, i might be a bit blur etc, but hey, you chose me as a friend.
i used to never judged a person based on their appearance.
i used to never talked bout other people.
i used to be an introvert.
im happy with i am now.
im happy with myself.
but what's pulling me down is, im upset cause of all the things i never expect myself to be happened.
wow.
if life can be rewind, i hope i won't make those same mistakes again.
yeah, im happy with my friends now.
but please do understand that behind every smile, there'll always be a story. and don't assume we are unhappy with you or etc, cause sometimes it just happens in life.

there'll be a time where you feel like just keep quiet the whole day and don't ever wanna talk , there'll be a time where you'll feel like sleeping and lazing around.
this is what i meant by being a teenager. a young adult.
Cause right now, at this moment, i literally feel like keeping quiet and just wanting to sleep, cause i'm feeling tired etc. you can't expect me to smile every single day right?

Would you rather have me faking a smile every single day?
I'd rather show you my true colours.
Im a quiet person.  I don't talk a lot unless i have to. I smiled whenever i want to. When i stopped smiling, its because im tired or im sleepy or im just not feeling up to it, but i do, i repeat i do smile almost everyday cause i know Smiling is a sunnah.

So please, don't judge me based on my attitude and physical appearance. I am a human being, i make mistakes over and over again.

I like to keep things to myself as i don't want to burden other people.
It's not im being secretive or i don't like you. It's just that, i prefer to settle the matter alone.
I don't want to make people feel annoyed whenever i ask them for help.
I wanna be independent. I wanna stand on my own feet. And if such a small matter, i can't even handle, what makes you people think i can settle other matter?
so, please im not trying to pissed people off with this post, like i said, im just expressing myself.
thanks for reading~