thrash talk

It's funny how our mind works. It's funny how our emotion reacts to our nerves.
Those days that triggers my memories. Those days that triggers my emotions.
How i wish it could stop repeating itself on my mind. How i  wish those dreams will stop coming to me every time i close my eyes.



i just want to voice out. Those words were what i wanted to say but unfortunately, i can't. I can't say it out much less voice it out.  Those feelings were bottled up inside me. Many asked me to let it all out but i can't. I just cant't. Every words i want to say or voice it out, will only triggers my eyes to tears up. And then tears will start to flow right out from my eyes and people will see my tears dripping from my face.  Maybe cause i kept it in ever since I've been shutting myself out from my own circle. The reason i shut myself out was truth was not justice for me. It seems like when children speaks of the truth, it's just a story telling session to the adults. And to me, it isn't fair.

Whenever i see an uncle around my neighborhood, i would always without fail will hear young teenagers calling out and shouting and even giving the looks of disgust and the look of annoyed towards the uncle. All of them keep on giving that look which indicates that the uncle has a screw loose up on his head. He's always half naked and wears shades on his eyes while riding his bike. Without fail, he would buy a beer or so and talks to himself. People thought that he's crazy and wild just because of his appearance and talking alone. But little did they know, he's like us. A normal being. How would i know..?
I talked to him a lot of times whenever i sees him around. He'd always say hi and waved his hands to me. He's not a crazy old person. He's not even what the people around my neighborhood claims he is. He's a normal being and it's just his way of being like that. I'm sure all of us must have been acting weird in a way people thought we're crazy but we thought it was fine. So why are you teenagers giving him those verbal attacks..? What did he do to you guys that you guys would disturb him when he's not even bothering you guys..?
Would you guys like it if he were to attack you guys with a can thrown to you guys and then run away like a coward..?
This goes to the teenagers who loves to disturb these people.



I will forgive but i will never forget. Once bitten, twice the shy. You know who you are.