Hey!
Erm..
Is there any fastest way to forget someone who have been hurting ur feelings everytime..???
Coz i really need it!!
I had no idea what will happen..
Family problems like making my head wanna burst!!!
Hmph!!!!
Tomorrow got Camp..
If I go, who will accompany my mother to the dialysis centre and who will be there for her for the whole 4 hours??
Usually, it's me...
But now, ever since i joined  CCAs ...
I felt like i have sacrificed myself for her to commit to my CCAs....
If like NPCC....
If got extra trainings...
I would be the one who always be there....
But for my mother?
No.
Is it fair??
And now, i am really fed up with my relatives!!!
i dun care from which side!!!!
From my mother's neither from my Father's!!!
I hate  the way my father's sister treat my mom!!
I hate!!!
I had no idea!!
I pitied my father...
Cause he's the only person who's working to support us..
He even sacrifice his holidays to do an extra work...
Even at Night!!!
If like for my sister...
She works...
But the money is meant fro her educations...
If me...???
If i wanna work...
My father would strongly disagree!!!
The reason would be : You must focus on your studying...
Tomorrow my Uncle would come to collect money for the maid's salary...
My uncle from my father's side...
Yesterday or the day before yesterday...
My mom and my aunt(from my father's side) argued..
Argued just because of money!!
My aunt can't simply understand what my family had been going through tis time...
If only she were in our shoes...
She could have even think of committing suicide...
Urgh!!
All this while i knew who's behind all this!!
The person who had been creating this mess...
And the person who messed up my family's life!!!
Was my own relative!!
I know who she is...
And i know why she did it...
But!
I can just kept quiet...
Coz i knew Allah akan memberi hukuman yang adil terhadapnye!!
I think that's all...
Yup!
Turh jerh..
Bite-bitez!!!


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