Just updating!

Hi.
It's been awhile.
Currently been slightly busy due to exam coming up.
Daaamn. I really got to give it all now. :(
If only coding-s are easier for me to absorb.
It's the 15th day of Fasting i guess?
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OMG!
The more it comes to the ending the more panic i get. Not enough time to do the biscuits etc for Raya.
And my exams are like in a few days time.
Oh ya! I've been a lil bit .. well.. maybe not a lil bit but yeah forgetful. So i use my good ol planner. Just a simple one from The Paper Stones and every now and then i jots down whatever i do as i really tends to be  forgetful and i figured i kind of need to remember some important parts too riiight?
The month of May has been a bitter sweet madness. Legit.
I lost my relatives. I lost someone whom i find trustful and less drama than the others.
Can't deny the fact that i somehow miss them.
Less drama as in what you may wonder.
Less drama as in no interfering within families and no gossips or rumors being passed around within the members of the relatives/ families. Less drama as in no cat-fights involved.
Whatever been's done that's it. No fighting. No gossiping. Just that.
If you don't like it, take your feet off and walk away.
If you don't like it, just keep quiet and walk away.
Rather than being a brat about it and spreading rumors to others. =/
Oh wells.
All in all, we're just a human being.
We make mistakes.
We learn from them.
We have compassion within ourselves.
Till then. Just updating here alright.
-Bluegirl-

Keeping it in.

sigh...another entry again..
no pics today.
the sky looks so ... dark?
yes. it's gonna rain.

sigh.
why am i sighing?
i feel tired. really tired.  tired of all those fake smiles that surrounds me . With fake laughters. Like seriously?
Be sincere about it please.

The title of this entry is keeping it in.
That means. Whatever it is, i'll just keep it to myself. Yes. Just keep quiet. Because it seems to me that some people just tends to keep on talking and talking as if they're the only ones who exist in the world.
So, instead of being a brat about it, i'll just keep quiet and listen to their stories.
I don't know why but i feel this is the best way to sort it out. Keeping quiet is the best.

Being left out by your friends then join them back again just because they needed something from
you is just sucks!

I think i had enough of being too kind towards them. Yeah. Maybe i should just shoot them with my words and see how they react, but because i'm too tired about it, i guess keeping quiet is the best then.

I've kept quiet not because i' m mad because of you. It's just that i want to give you time to think of what you've done to me. Your attitude towards me like seriously?
Gosh!
Everyday. Every night. I reflected myself. Think of what i did towards my friends or during the day. And then when i woke up, it feels like a brand new day.
Like it's a chance for me to make it up towards everything.

So far, i've been the one who keeps forgiving but unable to forgot about it.
Yeah, sometimes i wish, that when i woke up, i'll forget those memories . But there are some sweetness  moments in it.
Well,
Just keeping it in then!


Thanks for reading.!
=)

Randomly update.

*RANDOM*

I'm loving my best cuddly Donald Duck plush!

I had it since young and i used to dump it somewhere in my room, but then i recently fell in love with it and decided to bring it back onto my bed.
=)

Plus some teddy bears for accompanying me throughout my stressful and dreadful long hours.
*studying etc*

So here's my miniature of a teddy and donald duck.! =)

The most favorite of all..

I don't care what other people says cause, to me they're precious.
But when it gets so much hassle, then i'll have to donate/throw them away.


Currently waiting for results..!
yikes!

=(

sigh...
another day of stressed up day...
sigh...
will it be so stressful?
i don't know..
felt like...
hm....
actually, i don't know how i really feel..
it's somehow mixed up.
And i don't know....
sigh....

just hope, that they'll cooperate with me...
and no more troubles..
seems like a few cooperates while the  rest....
and looks like, im the one have to make them to be in a group.
sigh.
Weather, please be very nice to me...
I don't have any umbrellas with me..
Thank you..
=)
Going to go school now..
Meeting my friend soon.!
=(
Bubbye!
=(