Keeping it in.

sigh...another entry again..
no pics today.
the sky looks so ... dark?
yes. it's gonna rain.

sigh.
why am i sighing?
i feel tired. really tired.  tired of all those fake smiles that surrounds me . With fake laughters. Like seriously?
Be sincere about it please.

The title of this entry is keeping it in.
That means. Whatever it is, i'll just keep it to myself. Yes. Just keep quiet. Because it seems to me that some people just tends to keep on talking and talking as if they're the only ones who exist in the world.
So, instead of being a brat about it, i'll just keep quiet and listen to their stories.
I don't know why but i feel this is the best way to sort it out. Keeping quiet is the best.

Being left out by your friends then join them back again just because they needed something from
you is just sucks!

I think i had enough of being too kind towards them. Yeah. Maybe i should just shoot them with my words and see how they react, but because i'm too tired about it, i guess keeping quiet is the best then.

I've kept quiet not because i' m mad because of you. It's just that i want to give you time to think of what you've done to me. Your attitude towards me like seriously?
Gosh!
Everyday. Every night. I reflected myself. Think of what i did towards my friends or during the day. And then when i woke up, it feels like a brand new day.
Like it's a chance for me to make it up towards everything.

So far, i've been the one who keeps forgiving but unable to forgot about it.
Yeah, sometimes i wish, that when i woke up, i'll forget those memories . But there are some sweetness  moments in it.
Well,
Just keeping it in then!


Thanks for reading.!
=)