Can't stop thinking of you.

It's been 5 days since you left us.

It's been 5 days we tried to get back on our life.

The rest of them manage it but for me,...

I'm still stuck with my mind thinking of you.

Why?

Why now when it's going to be Hari Raya soon you left us?

It's been a year since i last met you.

Just recently, i visited you to the hospital.

Staring at you as you lied there as still as a fog.

It must've been hard on you i thought.

No one understands how you felt don't they?

They don't know how is it to be a burden on their life?

Now that you're gone, i am no longer with them..

There is no more importance of me being with them.

Even if i were with them, they don't even know that i exist!

I also don't know them well enough.

So, tell me what's the point to try to stay united?

Even though to me, you're a burden, but i know deep in my heart, that you loved me as much as you love all of us.

I know that now when i say these three words, it is too late.

For there are many opportunities for me to say these to you but i don't and now when you're gone, now i realise how important you were to me!

I regretted. Regret for not seeing you for the last time.

Regret for not talking to you for the last time.

But now, it has hapen.

What goes around, comes around.

Now all i wanna do is to stay focus in my life!

I need to try my best to achieve what i want!

I cannot give up!

I must try!

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Hari Raya is coming another 2 more days!!

Erm..

Dun noe how to explain it..

Well...

Would like to wish all the muslims out there...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!