Erm..

I think i regretted liao.

Cos...

Thanks to my big mouth!

I shouldn't have asked October end so soon..

Cos no i'll have to bear the consequences..

Yup.

Taking my 'N' level result.

Urh!

Is there a way, that i can just don't take it!?

Hm.

=(

I wanna know but at the same time, my heart can't seem to follow what my mind is thinking..

So how?

Now what?

Huh. -_-!

Urm...

Feelings?

Totally mixed up..

I barely had any idea what is it up to..

Friends!

If that's what you want me to call you.

Can you please stop bugging me!

Asking lots of questions...!!

Cos i hate it!

I'm not an answering machine!

I'm just a human!

And i 'm stating the facts!

Where were you guys when i need you?

Where were you guys

You are my friend, my neighbour.

So, why you treat me like a piece of!!!!!!!!!

You told me you were my FRIEND.

Okay.

I take it you are.

But then now..

Right now, when i think it over again, you are NOT  my FRIEND cos my FRIENDS  won't treat me this way and they won't hurt me in any other way.

Won't try to hurt me in such a way that i would hate you!

So, sorry.

But you are not my friend.

I'm sorry to tell you like this.

I know that it's stupid but i can't find enough courage to tell you.

Cos if i do, i had no idea which gang would you bring to find me.

So, now, girl.

I'm not your friend.

We are strangers even though we are neighbours.

We are not friends even if we were to bump on to each other.

I'm sorry but my heart can't take it to think how you treat me this way.

I have to break off this friendship with you.

Yeah, i'm such a foolish girl to be your friend.

So now, i'm still me.

You can't change me!

I guess that's it then!

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Okay!

Ignore the top  if you want to . Cos i'm just writing this...

To clear out my throat.

I guess.

I really really  scared to know the results.

If i were to fail?

If i were to .......

huh!

(sigh)

Right now, in my mind, little voices are saying to me telling mr to give up.

But i just can't give up right now am i right?

I can't~

What am i doing?

I should have put more efforts to it.

I should have studied more.

But, it's too late.

What goes around will come around.

Okay then..

Guess this is it..

Bubbye! 

Will update to you later!

Sayonara!

Adios!

Good Bye!