Can i just give up.?

Give up on everything?

Yeah. I don't have enough courage to tell you this straight into your face.

You are just selfish!

Selfish..

Don't want me to be like others.

You just wish that  i would just stay to be with you at your side for 24 hours.

Then tell me.

What will my future be?

What am i suppose to do if .........?

I felt like i'm struggling in the water for fear of being drowned.

I felt like i'm being kept in the dark and just waiting for someone who would take forever to rescue me.

But these are only how i felt.

What am i ?

Really?

Some kind of a 20th century cinderella?

No!

Whenever someone makes a mistake, you blamed me for it.

Even though it's not my doing.

Even if it is my doings you would still blamed me.

This is not fair!

You're just a moron!

And stop acting like one too!!!

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Hey!!

Yesterday went out with my friend..

RX..

OMG! I didn't even realize that  too!!

So please lurh..

Dun make me lose my face can or not?*

Went home around ??

I reached home around...

18:58...

2 more minutes and i will be late...

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Yup.

A big frown is given....

Yup.

I'm sad..

I'm angry..

Mixed up..

Angriness and sadness overtook my heart.

Can i just rewind everything?

Rewind my life?

Rewind from the beginning of my life?

Cos i think i need to.

hm...

Silence is just what i really really need...

Yup.

I feared for thinking that i would left drowned with nobody to help .

But..

That does not mean that i'll give up!

I won't give up just like that!

Words can't bring me down!

So...

Take a breath!

Take it deep..

And then calm yourself ...

Just relax!

Okay then!

My sense is telling me that it will rain soon..!!

No!!!!!!!!!

I don't wanna rain!!

Rain...

Rain...

Go away...

Come again....

Another day...!!!

Okay..

Got to go now!

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