Hey there!

It rained again...

Hm..

Somehow i would like to cuddled up to my bed and sleep soundly as if nothing is wrong..

But then how am i suppose to sleep when i am worrying about getting my result?

Hm...

Just wish that i would not have done badly...

Rain...

Rain....

Go Away!

Come again another day!

It's freezing even though i did not switch on the fan!!

The floor tiles are as if made up of ice and i really think that i should get something hot to drink..

Hm...

Rain will only make me sleep...

Heartbroken? lols! xD

No way!

Being single is the bestest way ever!

Freed from any bf or gf..

So....

I think that's all i can update...

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I miss my grandmother!

I really do.

It's the day that i will never  ever forget!

Just a few more days left to Hari Raya Aidilfitri..

And she left.

I'm sad.

It took me quite some time to get used to not having her around anymore.

It's quite hard.

But life has to go on...

With the help of my friends..

I managed to stabilized myself.

It's quite traumatic to me bcos one by one the person that i loved and treasured the most suddenly gone!

Like air!

A balloon burst in the air!

But my friends, they've really been there for me.

And i really appreciate it very much..

But now.

Right now..

 I suddenly missed my grandmother.

=(

Can't seem to forget her..

Since the death of my grandmother, my father's sibling never called on us.

Never asked any questions..

To me...

It seems like they were getting on their lives but to me..

How can you guys get on with your lives when our grandmother just left us like that!

Without saying goodbyes!

Cousins!

That's what i'm suppose to call you guys but you guys aren't treating me like a part of your relatives.

You guys treating me like a stranger!

What the hell is wrong!

Up till now.

I still don't know your name.

Even though during occasions i visited your houses..

I don't know who the hell are you.

I'm sorry.

But this is just how my life works.

I've never talked to you unless i have to.

I've never go out with you.

I've never known you ....

Is this what relations are supposed to be?

Blame it on our parents?

I still make an effort to know each and everyone of you.

But I can't seem to get it into my head.

It's confusing!

Even if i were to talk to you girls...

Yu girls will probably asked me whether am i or am i not in any relationships!

What the hell!!

Mind your own business!!

And if guys!

Oh My God!

You guys will probably talked about girls!

Yuck!

Blueqqq!!

Get a life!

Stop behaving like jerks!

You guys likes to compare each other!

Whatever for?

Nobody's perfect for goodness' sakes!

Each and everyone of us have one or two disabilities!

So, STOP  Comparing!!!

Seriously..

Are you guys really my cousins?(father's side)

(I will just try to move on ... )

(If we were to meet, just treat me like a stranger)

(For that is what you guys are capable of)

(Next time, mind your own business)!!

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Tick.. tock..

tick...tock..

The sound of the grandfather's clock..

It's been working for quite some time now..

It is filled with all of my childhood memories and of course all of my family histories...

From the village my mother grew up till now...

The clock has been working very well..

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OKAY!!!!

Update to u guys later?

(i'm lazy..)

I just wanna snuggle up to my bed and have a good rest)

Erm..

Urm..

Oyasumnisae!

Annyeonghijumushipseyo!

Early night!