Randomly talking..
*sighs*
it rained again today.
And it makes me remembering the day that my closest grandmother left me...
=(
Even though it's been a few months lately, i can't stop thinking about her as i lay upon my bed and trying to sleep ...
Because, everything i did , i reminded of her presence.

Sometimes, i think of her as i'm alone in my room.
Listening to some sad songs.
Usually, i won't be crying.
I'm not that easy..
Unless you put on a sad song and then you'll see that my tears will flow down through my cheeks and drop off to the ground..
Cause i know, even though she left us, i could still feel her presence everytime!
And it sucks!
Cos knowing that you weren't unable to see her for the last time, and also cause, you are not allowed to go to school, it sucks!
Seeing all those people who looking at me and my family thinking as if we're outsiders!
Hello!
Just because we never see you guys before doesn't mean that you guys can just ignore us!
It's been a long time!
Too long !
It's a few months!
Before she left, i never get to see her!
Cause, even if i do, those people won't let me!
Seeing my family went to the funeral, it's obvious that you guys don't like us!
Cut the crap please!
Dun be too nice!
Or too fake!
Please!
I'm just your niece . Your brother's son!
Please treat me right!
Dun just ignore me off!
My parents taught me how to respect people but seeing the way you treated me, might as well i don't.
You want me to not to respect you? And let the whole lot of people of what the hell you did? Hypocrite!
If i kept quiet and see what happen, the whole family will break up!~
=(
I'm pissed off!
Because of one person!
That person has made my life difficult!
Thanks a lot!
Thank you!
Thanks for giving me those difficulties!
Because of you, my mother is like this.
Because of you, i keep seeing things,
Because of you, i HATE you.
Thanks for making me hating you.
I guess it's not worth it if i were to tell this upon your face cause, my parents will probably hears it and you will think that my parents taught me nothing of respect.
So, i guess i'll have to pour my heart out here.
Thanks a lot Aunt!
Thanks for making me hating you!
=(