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Please don't ask me those question..
My friend,
even i can't explain but i figured out that i really don't know what i wanna do.
Even if i go , but if i can't give what they expected, then what's the point?
Might as well. I stay quiet for awhile and reflect.
Let me reflect on myself and find out what i really really want.
I'm stuck in between. Okay.
If i were to go, i had to compete against others.
And you know, i hate to compete.
And, even if i get, i don't know what i am supposed to do.
In the end, the radio will just be turned on and being played for my ears to listen to.
I really don't know what to think right now.
I don't even know whether is it the right thing to do?
I know that i must help to contribute but if you were in my shoes, i think you'll understand.
I don't know if i should go or not.
Cos to me now, the important thing for me is only my family.
We need to be together as one.
We need to stay and listen to each other.

Please, please,please, please,please!
Tell me what i should do?!
I'm confused!
Super confused!
I don't know if it's right or wrong.!
Am i being selfish?

Just text me after you done reading.