*sigh*

A few days have passed and i felt like ...zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.

*sigh* if only i knew these truths earlier... I would have treat you the way that you should be treated..

So .. the person who's been spreading those rumors was you at all! Hm... And yet i thought it was other people.
So it was you all along!

And yet you said you loved her!

Bloody hell!

If i knew these would have happen...
I had already give you a piece of my mind..
Just because you're a star, does not meant that you can treat other people just the way you want..
And to tell you the truth..
I really really disappointed in you.. Cos all this time... i respected you.
From young till the day she left us.
Till the day you remarried again..
I respected you.
But this time i knew the truth!
Dun even think of me wanting to respect you.

When i look back to the past, i realized how stupid i've been to listen to what you were saying, to what you told me to do,  played with you. God! To think of it!
I felt like i wanna punch you straight into those eyes!!!
You're getting old so why can't you do good things?
Instead you tried to flirt around?
Hey!!
Don't blame me for why i hated you..
You're no longer the person that i knew. You're no longer i wanna respect. You're no longer of who i wished to see ...
So.. even if you came, let's just treat each other as if we don't know alright?

Goodness! Oh my goodness!! I can't believe that you're the person who make my mom sad. Cried.
Bloody hell! If i knew that was you! You will just be punched by me on the spot dude!
Just because i'm a girl, does not mean that i can't do anything to protects my family rights! Other people does that, they felt guilty to come at their house but for you, no... You came and ask for tea.. then you changed your mind.! Can you don't be so picky?!!
And what's with the attitude? You? Asking me to sit right beside with you? Hey! I'm not that stupid little girl who will just follow whatever you say alright!
I'm a girl who's heart been broken because of those nasty attitudes alright!
And with these open wounds that aren't able to healed, i've become more stronger than i've ever.
I learnt not to give up! I learnt not to bear any grudges and that is what i did.
I can just forgive but i'm unable to forget.

Fcuk!
 I thought only girls will spread those kinds of rumors but guys also the same?
tsk..tsk..

to think i respected you.?
=(
Trying to forget  but unable to.
I can't help but to pour my heart out here. If only i could say this in front of your face!
But no. I just gave you an attitude.
=p
Now i have friends that make me smile everyday...
I'm no longer become a girl who just keep everything to herself...
I let my feelings out..

=D