Am i just .....

hey there!
During holidays, im so bored..
I have used up almost half of my notebooks just to write random stuff like short stories, poems, even some lyric that have no logic rights.

I've been thinking...
Am i just a substitute for you whenever your partner broke up with you?
Plus whenever you have problems, you come and find me just so that i could settle it for you?
Am i your friend or am i not your friend?
Cause i feel different.
I felt we can't communicate anymore.
It's like you're a part of another reality and im on the other side of reality.
it's different from the way i stand.

You're trying to act cool when you're not.
You're trying to be nice but edgy but to others you're acting as a bitch.
I understand you just wanna be nice towards people or your friends but at certain times, you just act as if you're the boss and this upset most of your friends.
=(

Im glad that i can just take my worry off you by doing paper crafts and some bakings.