Im not perfect.

Im not that smart.

Im not that cool,

but does that gives you the right to hurt my feelings?

God!

I don't even know what im feeling.! Is it sadness or calmness?!

My tears came down at the wrong situation and urh!

i realize something.

That when im still trying to move on, there's still a part of me that does not want to let go of the past.

I do admit that i wished that i could just forget those past, memories and wanna start a new beginning but at times, i just don't want!

Hm.. im getting confused here.....

For some reason, i just hate my attitude, my personality.

I can't speak up even if it would make others satisfied.

Im good in listening and im  good in keeping quiet whenever im surrounded with a bunch of people that i had no idea with whom im hanging out with.

Sadness,Anger,Hatred, is just at my fingers... Im trying hard to put some happiness into my mind but i can't.

I wish they would go away and just ignore me.

Cause, both parties will get hurt this way. And then the cold war will start again.

And then it will become a cycle.

A life cycle.