this is not the first time...

why you keep lying to your own friend..?

i felt like a fool..

i guess im a fool.

wanna know something,?

i got scolded from my sis because of my stupidity .

which is hurtful enough. cause i think it's true.

 i think, i must be firm towards friends now.

because of my kindness, you lied to me.

because of my kindness, you overstepped me.

i can't say anything cause i don't wanna get both parties to get hurt, but im hurt.

it's not you. but it's me who got hurt.

Again i was hurt.

*tears rolling down*

i can't stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks, and i can't stop my eyes from swelling up tomorrow.

all i can say, is let me give you around of applause shall i?

Applause for making me hurt .

Applause for making my tears rolling down my cheeks..

And, thanks for making me cry. thanks.

i should just say, im sucked at friendship, cause i allow the other party to feel superior and making him/her won . and i lost. 

to me, i can't be bothered on quarreling.

so, i'll just keep quiet. =)

enough to make everyone happy?