feels like writing again!

sigh..
i feel like wanna write again...

i'm wondering where's my other self..?

like seriously..

there's always a softer side of me but it's missing.

i felt like i've been cold.
Cold towards people who always hurt my feelings.
Usually, i'm the one who'll forgive them and say it's okay.

but now..?

i did forgive them but ended up, inside..?
God knows what going through inside my heart.

sigh..

i know i'm not perfect but my life is not complete yet.
sigh.


i guess, my soft side has been bored with my life as i always had to overcome through these obstacles called life.?

sigh...

today is just a random bad day for me.

sigh..

maybe i'm not fated to be with you..
*sigh*
moving on....
i don't wanna do what you told me to do cause i believe that if a person wants to succeed, he/she will put in lots of effort in it instead of asking people of favors.
It's like you forgot your pants and you expect your parents to bring it for you .
Where's your professionally attitude..?
hm..
You threw it down the drain..?

Maybe that's why...
in my life, i've been taught to respect my elders and my peers. I've learn not to take things for granted.
I've learn lots of things from my parents. As they eat more salt than i am. (means that they are far more experienced than me) which is true.

So far, i've never look down on anybody.. Cause everybody is unique in their own way.
Unlike some people who loves to look down on others, i suggest that you guys should stop it now. Seriously, cause firstly, you don't know anything about their life. Second, you have no idea how sucks it is to be look down at!
Thirdly, everybody is different than you! Hello... Life does not revolves around you, you know!
Gosh!
I'm not kidding.
Unless you're a person that is a hardworking, good grades, come from a good family background, or etc. Then you can look down.. SERIOUSLY....NO...Do NOT look down on people ..

Karma strikes back you know!

Plus...
Exams coming soon.. =(
sigh..
stressed up ? yes!
Just strive on!
=)
Good night!