sigh. ="(

tears falling without stopping..
sigh.

it triggered me.


sigh..


the worst nightmare of my life came true..!
="(


yup..

i guess she can't hold any longer.

i pitied her for suffering in silence but there's nothing i can do.

sigh..


i still remembered her coming to my house every year and there was once that she , out of the blue asked me a favor,
if i were to die tomorrow, would you come and see me for the last time.?

those words left impression on me.

and i can't believe that you would leave me today!

i regret that i didn't see you for the last time!

i regretted it so much that i felt so bad about it.

you make me made a promise to you .
but i never kept that promise.
i regret. and i miss you.

i had been wanting you to get well and can talk to me and came over to my house again like you used to.!

sigh.

Allah lebih menyayangi.
sigh..!
i miss you so much now.!

i miss how you used to make all of us happy and everything.
sigh....

there's so many things and words to say but i didn't get the chance!
i can't even explain the feelings i had right now!

i felt like i can barely breathe..

sigh...

rest in peace mak long.
=(