sigh

Despite going through the camp, i'm still feeling a bit reluctant to get into the sea. I can't understand why and how do other people can just overcome the fear fast.

When i first step into the water, i got that feeling where i first had my drowning experience and worse is what i see under it.

Maybe it's just me but i just can't get that incident out of my mind every time i see a sea or just the beach itself . The fear of being drown again is like just there.

But i do appreciate the efforts that my instructors had given though i still got that feeling of tiny fear . Just a tiny one. 

And i wanna thank my friend,classmate for helping me all the way while i was panicking . yikes!

That panic feeling when your kayak's just stop moving and turns away slowly from the others. It's just too *gulps*.

But yeah i enjoyed it.

Im alive aren't i?

Now i miss those camps.

NPCC Camps the most.

And yeah i got a lil bit tanned.

Oh wells, back to books.

Since reality is so cruel and yet so weird.

Byes!