21st Birthday

hey there!

Soo.... im done with the first half of my exams and currently im on holiday. School holiday to be exact.
And.. yeah! I've turned 21 today!
I'm thankful for today as it's Eid Mubarak and it's my birthday today.

Thanks for all the wishes and posts that has been posted on Facebook and Instagram.. And also thank you for giving me long messages and also thank you for the birthday present and the song!
Oh my goodness! The song touched my heart dear. It really do. Thank you Farihah for singing it and also for the music.
\Thank you for all your efforts Shadow Walkers. I really appreciate it. Thanks to Yayah and Farihah for guiding me throughout the journey for the adventures we spent during that day. Thank you for spending my advance birthday. You guys really gave me a big surprise! Like literally. And you, my dear Game Master! I can't thank you much for all this. Thank you sayang! You have no idea how happy i was during that day . Throughout the game/ journey me and the girls went t get some ice cream Xd. And i'm sorry for making you guys wait for me. Sorry for the delay.
Game Master, thank you for giving me gifts that i can't thank you for. And finally! Now i know why you want to borrow my polaroid.. haha!
Thank you love!

Thank you to my besties which is Rui Xuan and Ain. Thank you for the wishes too. See you girls on Saturday! I wanna say thank you to Ain for giving me the best time spent yesterday! Singing our hearts out till my throat sore and stuff. Thank you sayang! To the both of you thank you , i mean it. thank you for being there for me even though at times i tends to keep quiet and not letting people know what's going on and stuff, eventually you girls found out about it and making me talk about it. Giving you girls the heart to heart talk and stuff. Thank you babygirls. =")
Only God knows how happy and blessed i am to have all these people surrounds me.


Thank you to my ITE mates too! All of you are just awwesome!
Thank you for being there and making my life in ITE the best! Those fun times and laughters that we had! And also the food!! Yong Tau Foo!! Tom Yum!! *drools*
Those badminton session too! Those days in Vietnam and also in Sembawang Camp!
OMG. I miss those times maan!

Lastly.. I wanna thank my parents and my sister for giving the best for me even though at times i shut them out. I'm sorry if i'm not that perfect in your eyes but that doesn't mean i won't try. In sha allah with time and effort being poured out, i will be the good maybe not so perfect daughter/sister to you. To my dear mother, i'm sorry if i've ever hurt your feelings and stuff. You know that i loved you, I know you've got a good intention for me and you expect me to be what you envisioned me to.
Dear mother, don't let those surround us pulled us down . Let their tongues wagged because i know you and you know me. I am your daughter and you are my mother, They don't know me. They don't know about us. So why should we worry and stressed over what they are saying?
I feel your pain. I feel your sorrow. I feel how it feels like to belittle by them. Dear mother, i've come this far for education. I'm not going to give up for what they say. Cause those are just words not actions. Don't worry about me cause it just pains me to see you teared up every time they talked about us . The hatred and the fury that i had is just waiting to be explode into thousands of words to arrow and shoot them down. Dear mother, you have done so much for me. Just don't care about them.

Dear Dad, thank you for everything. I may not expressed out how i feel or say much towards you but you know, deep in my heart, i loved you. You are what i aim to be. Cause you Sir, are my role model. Every night i see you go off to work just to feed all of us. Every afternoon you came back, tired after work, but you will always tries your best to communicate with us, I'm sorry if i've ever disappoint you in a way or so. Thank you for everything Dad.

Dear sis, i'm sorry if i was a pain in the neck at times. Always maybe not always shouting and screaming at you to get your works done etc. You're the only one sibling i had. We may fight, wrestle quarrel over small things. But you will still be my sister.! You're the one that taught me spelling during primary school. You're the one that taught me mathematics even though you know how much hatred i have for it. Your patience is ...erm... considered okay..? You're the first person that brought me to overseas without Mom and Dad around. Sometimes you needs to be yelled at but even though i yelled at you almost every single time , you know that i loved you. I<3 always="" p="" you="">We share almost everything.! Thank you for always listening to my cries and giving me "words of encouragement" to me. Thank you for existing in my life. Thank you for being my sister.
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Finally, Happy Eid Mubarak guys! =)
Ps. Thanks for reading =)