the moment when all the negativity just come and hit you straight like... BAAAM!
i don't know why I'm feeling this way. it's like BAM!
the more i try to explain , the more complicated i find myself explaining and the more i won't say about it.  and in the end, i never did say anything.
i'm tired. i mean i'm mentally exhausted by what's going through my mind. so many things came through and i can't find any answers to whatever is on my mind.
great. i have a morning class tomorrow and i'm still not asleep yet.
ergh. i hate this feeling.
i don't know how i would even want to explain how i am feeling now. =/