Self reflect for the month of August

Its August now. And it has been i don't know.. a few weeks or months that i've lost you. The day that i went to see you. Seeing needles poking here and there. Tubes and wires. Yet you gave me the response that you can still hear me. Just a few weeks after that and you're gone. Allah loves you more than us. I hoped you are together with Long there.

I still keep the same baju kurung that you sewed for me. The one you sewed yourself. I don't care if it has shrunk or shrink cause i still love it like how it used to be. I don't have the heart to throw or give it away. That's the only thing i have that reminds me of you. I miss you. I really do. This year Hari Raya is so different without you with us. You'd be the one who called our house and talked without stopping. You'd be the one who will always make us smile.
I guess i'm still officially missing you.