So... um.. hey there!

Exams over and im on my last week of school holiday!!
*throws confetti around* seriously..? School's opening soon..??
Say whaaaatttt..???

First thing first.  I thank Allah for my mum's operation to be successful. Syukur kepadamu ya Allah.
My mum finally can see better!! =)
For a few years, she suffered with a horrible eyesight due to diabetes. And finally, she took our advice to see the eye doctor to check , and she went for the operation.

Syukur kepadamu ya Allah.

Second thing. Just as  i was excited for coming back to school, i get sick. And this sucks. totally sucks.
it's like you can't do anything at all. The feeling of hopeless, useless you name it. All the negativity.

From yesterday night till this morning, i felt helpless. Till i had to take the panadol and cough syrup. Now that i'm mentioning this, i prefer the cough syrup rather than the panadol. bleargh. there's no choice but to hope that this pain and the fever goes away. I'd really wanna go out this friday with my bestie and hit the weekends with my family and friends. *sigh*

*blows nose* i've used up almost 2 boxes of tissue today and counting.
I felt like someone's strangling me with his/her hands every time i feels like coughing.
In other words, i felt like CRAP.

Thirdly and probably lastly, the exam results will be out soon and let me tell you this. There's no explanation on my results for i've studied and honestly, i felt like i studied hard. The second time since my Nitec years.
And also, i'm gonna stop procrastinating  and start doing it.  Like for example, i'm gonna save up some cash and get a polaroid or maybe a ticket for  a short vacation.  Thus, im not using gonna. im starting to save it up..

This April, i'm gonna give it my best  and all. It seems like i have to buck up in my studies doesn't it..?

I just want this cough, sinuses , fever and aching to go away before friday. Better yet tomorrow!
=(
And, i guess i just have to keep my head up all the time. No more weaknesses.

Thanks for reading!
May Allah bless you~