Hello May, bye April

So hey there!

erm.. April's gone and here comes May..

Gosh.. I don't know where to start.

Since school's been reopen and stuff. I've been looking forward to go to school. But now that i'm in school... I felt very very tired. Especially when it comes to lectures.. Arh.. Feels like sleeping.

But i have to stay focus and try to get good grades and stuff. But at the same time, i just wanna end it fast. As in lessons and stuff. You guys get what i'm feeling? yeaah.right.

Complicated much..?

To that person there who's been lying towards me and my friends, yeah you. I can't exactly express how i feel like during that time. How stupid and naive i am to believe every single thing you said. From   being ill and to the extend of quitting school because of school grades and stuff. But ended up you're in the same school as we are now. So much for going overseas school..?

The thing is..
I don't understand why you lied. I trusted you. I trusted you ever since the day that i've met. I thought you were like me. But then, as days goes on and months pass by so quickly do i realized that you lied to me. I knew you were lying and yet i kept quiet and just believe in you.  But my dear friend, or more should i call it ex-friend, not only me that realize but everyone's that has been hanging out with us knew it too. Please stop lying . What is it so good about lying..? Being lied to is like your feelings and trust been ripped apart into pieces. And yes. it hurts. Just be yourself. Why should you lie.?

Another thing is, i'm glad that i've a friend like you. Once bitten twice the shy.
Thanks to you, i can finally figure out and differentiate between truth and lies. And how it have made a great impact on me.
Thank you.

Im done with being so nice already. Cause like i said, once bitten twice the shy.And another is, the more you being nice to them, the more they step onto your head. Gosh. God knows how i feel .
There's so many things i wanna say to you, or better yet confronted you face to face.

pfft.