Note to self. October 2018

Have you guys ever felt like you've forgotten somethings?
Even small little things like(have you taken your wallet?).
I feel that almost everyday. Sigh.
I feel like giving up because almost everyday i forget one or 2 things.
And i realised that it does not only affects me but my surroundings too.
Is it because im getting old?
Or its just because i overthink too much?
Seriously! It is so frustrating to have to forget or forgotten something that is so small yet it means something to you.
Aching here and there as if someone's been beating you up.
I can't help it whenever i keep on forgetting on things.
Trust me. I didn't mean to forget on purpose. Sigh.
The worse feeling ever is when you're in a relationship and yet you forgotten on sma things or matter such as their important dates or their favourite things. Omg.
Is it im getting old fast.?
What can i do to prevent a this memory loss?
What if i forgot how to get home?
😔 Im lost for words.